hmm there's alot on my mind right now and i can't seem to put it down in words. its times like these when i resort to the cliched-but-true technique of poetry (i ain't no soppy poet by the way, you should see some of my less-than innocent rap verses haha)


okay i think that verse is quite crappy but whatever haha. just know that i appreciate my friends better now. both my old mates from cathigh and the new people i've met. last time i was fine with being left alone. it came quite easily for me, being an only child. but after throwing myself more into the world, and making some really close friends, i realise i can't do without friends now. only having myself for company gets boring after awhile. without my phone, without msn and without school, i can say i'd be seriously bored haha. not only that, i'd feel kinda empty cos recycling my own thoughts in my head ain't that fun. i need input from others, be it utter crap or heartfelt talks, everything is welcome.

so yeah i'm opening up more now. i guess that's good. but there's still something in the back of my head..its been pushed there and barely even touched. i don't know if that's the right thing to do...i guess only time will tell. hope there'll be a good ending for it. till then peace out and we will return to regular h-h-h-HOCK-UNIT transmission soon haha

hmm there's alot on my mind right now and i can't seem to put it down in words. its times like these when i resort to the cliched-but-true technique of poetry (i ain't no soppy poet by the way, you should see some of my less-than innocent rap verses haha)


okay i think that verse is quite crappy but whatever haha. just know that i appreciate my friends better now. both my old mates from cathigh and the new people i've met. last time i was fine with being left alone. it came quite easily for me, being an only child. but after throwing myself more into the world, and making some really close friends, i realise i can't do without friends now. only having myself for company gets boring after awhile. without my phone, without msn and without school, i can say i'd be seriously bored haha. not only that, i'd feel kinda empty cos recycling my own thoughts in my head ain't that fun. i need input from others, be it utter crap or heartfelt talks, everything is welcome.

so yeah i'm opening up more now. i guess that's good. but there's still something in the back of my head..its been pushed there and barely even touched. i don't know if that's the right thing to do...i guess only time will tell. hope there'll be a good ending for it. till then peace out and we will return to regular h-h-h-HOCK-UNIT transmission soon haha